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Bryan Hayes' Journal  Pssst....Just in case you forgot this journal has been moved to: bryan_hayeszo Like 7 heads added me after reading the last one heheheh. Go to the link above for all your bryan hayes needs. In very rare cases. You might have a feeling that things in this world aren't meant to be for you. There might be a time in your life when the one shred of hope that you've been holding on too for so long finally snaps and in tha one second of life. You feel as though your a failure to those around you. And even more..you feel as though you fail yourself. It's these rare occasions that tests are limits as humans beings to either succumb to the darkness, or to stand up and fight. Tonight, I can say without any hesitation that the one thing that i've always wanted to do in my life was to be an actor. A dream that's been apart of me ever since I was in the 2nd grade. Some people growing up wanting to be firemen, or maybe teachers, or even gynecologists. But me, I always wanted to have a role in a movie. More than anything in this world...I want to have the lead rold in a drama. Alot of people have always claimed that I am very funny. But sometimes I wonder. If I didn't make you laugh...would you still like me? Peeshaw. I think we all know the answer to that. And what caused this sudden vow you might ask? Well i'll tell you. If you ever have seen or heard of the movie called "A streetcar named desire" then i suggest you read the book. By the end of the book I was in tears. I honestly felt sick to my stomach. (I'm talking worse than requiem for dream here guys :( ) It was the single most depressing experience I have ever felt as man. I felt so bad because I could relate with the poor woman. She was so upset with life that she would create her own universe around herself to hide how sad she was. Sounds familiar? So while this was all happening, I decided to take a walk around derby. Or as I like to call it the town that time forgot. And in that period of time. A series of memories both old and new just hit me. I have alot to be proud of. And yet I have alot of things NOT to be proud of. I depend on people alot. And what I hate most of all, I talk alot..but I don't do everything that I set out to do. As of today those days are over. I did my taxes tonight and I will be getting back a badass total of 732.32 This number will hold a place in my heart. For it is the start of the Romantic Tomorrow fund. By the fall, I want to be able to give myself a promising future. Another goal of mine was to go to college...somewhere. I don't know where but for now I want to get into a school with an excellent drama program. I've decided that I want to major in drama. Because one day I want to be a star. I think it's a blessing from god that lifetouch called me back to work for the spring season. Because half of every paycheck that I get will go into the Romantic Tomorrow fund. That's the promise I made to myself tonight. I'm gonna start filling out applications to schools all around america. Damn...I haven't felt like this in a long time. All the times i've said I would do something and then I would just sit back and do nothing. That all ends here, I promise each and everyone of you here who reads this. One day i'm gonna be famous. I swear to god, allah, and kame that i'm gonna be on TV or in a movie someday. You're gonna tell kids about the time you knew a kid named Bryan Hayes. A slack-jawed, quick-minded, shit talking, chicken lovin, don't need a license to drive, cell phone cut on every 4 months, pussy eatin, elbow slappin negro. And how he decided to take control of his life and make everyday count. That's the kind of story i'd tell my kids. Shit....you better tell that story to your kids. And last but not least. This is the last entry of nuggetseele. And no no no...i'm not retiring from LJ. But honestly...I can't stand the nickname nugget. I'll tell you why... I had this nickname since 7th grade. And it all started with me getting hit in the face with a box of chicken nuggets. And why you might say? Easily, cause I said the wrong things to the wrong person. That's the attitude I had back in the day XD. So after that incident my homeroom teacher was like..."Hey nugget" and it caught on with all the other students. So there ya go. You can still call me nugget if you want too...but I think I rather just go by a more formal name from now on so be on the lookout for my new LJ comming in about 20 minutes. Guys. Do I really have to tell you to follow your dreams? Do I really have to tell you that you never really have to know your future? That everything happens for a reason? No, because I think you already know that. So the last thing I will say in the nugget LJ is this. Believe in yourself. Fuck you if you don't. You're gonna make it. Fuck you if you give up. Step forward. Fuck stepping backwards. Girls like it doggystyle. So fuck anything you want. And finally..... Please add: bryan_hayeszo to your friends list. Peace. Stolen from Mike Leave a comment. I will either praise you or bash you...or both. Think of it like...nugget eye for the, um...other people guy. Katsucon part 2 (quick summary) -saw some things -danced at the rave -met some girl at the rave -things happend -saw the first episode of hellsing -woke up -bought versus -left the con -played a few games of ddr at gameworks -was challenged to max 300...declined -was challenged to max unlimited...declined -was challenged to legend of max...declined -I fucking hate ddr -went to pierres -stayed up all night -found a copy of guilty gear for only 19.99 -I might as well be walking on the sun That was katsucon Lifetouch called me back this morning and asked me to come back to work. I got another raise and i'm back to working nights. I just wished that they called me back earlier...I would've have enough money to go to japan with the other dudes now. Oh well, till next time. Get the fuck outta here. I can't believe this weekend. CUUU-RAY-ZEEE! I would like to declare myself first mate of the jellyfish pirates. Led by captain johnny. Arrr bastards...arrrr So let's get started eh? Thursday: Select and make your first pick Well we grabbed rymel, we headed down to philly to see pierre and get some sleep. Well...simon got some sleep, me and rymel and pierre and his roomate stayed up all night trying to beat samurai showdown 3. If you know anything about fighters then you'll know that samurai showdown 3 is one of the most challenging ones out there it took us about 1 hour to defeat one bastard. But we got his punk ass. Victory to the jellyfish pirates! Arr bastards...arr. So around 5am we decided to get going so we could go register at the door before the crowds rushed in. Standing outside with pierre I decided to go for broke and rage against the machine, Or in lamens terms: I took my first puffs of a cigarette with pierre. Which were lucky strikes. Now...lemme say something right now. Those were some nasty ass cigarettes. Mccoy, I take back my phrase "lucky strikes for a lucky boy" That shit was nasty as all hell. So I finished half of it and said my goodbye. So we left for virginia. *weird body reactions to nicotine?*: I really don't know what the hell was going on but after my first sip of nicotine. My body was feeling weird, I mean I was tired but I was so wired. There would be times I would close my eyes and try to fall asleep and then I would wake up in a quickness. I dunno. Maybe it was just from being tired. Friday: TIME EXTENSION!!!! We made it to katsucon and after we checked in I decided to check a few things out. Still half tired but meh, who gives a shit right? Seen a ton of familiar faces, met a ton of new ones. Finally talked to eurobeat king...that guys pretty cool. Gave me a hot irc channel that has dave rodgers remixes on it. Also met these 2 kick ass gothic dudes names josh and skunk. 2 very unique individuals I must say. They kicked so much ass. (later that night..we got PISS IN A CUP DRUNK with em..we drank some everclear mixed with ramune, and coke and other things.) Yes people I was tore the fuck up. Well i'm gonna cut it off here for now...part 2 tomorrow. Wow Best. Weekend. That. A. Man. Could. Ever. Have. Ever. That's all I gotta say, next post will be crazy. Annnd now... I'm on my way to katsucon. Bet by the end of the weekend something crazy will happen. Can any of these situations happen? a.) I'll hear the flattering yet disgusting phrase "OHMYSHIT IT'S NUGGET!" b.) Skinny black fag and randy show up and comedy turns gold c.) It'll smell like feet feet and sanford and son at the rave XD. And the last thing I want to say is use your head or you might be dead. 
Please make me a custom CD I will take the first 30 comments. -One song per comment -The song must symbolize something about yourself in one word. -I will then listen to the CD for the next 30 days Yo boston crew: Let's do a panel at anime boston about fighters. If your down just leave your name here: |
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